I want to be excited, I really do.

I so want to be excited. As of the writing of this blog, the Pirates are tied for first place, not only in the National League, but in all of MLB. They are 48-30 and 18 games over .500 for the first time since 1992. I want to be excited, I really do. However, 20 years of empirical evidence tells me not to be. Every time there has been even a glimmer of hope, the Bucs have come crashing down. And I hate that feeling. That feeling that comes from watching a team that you love end their season with an epic fail. Did anyone catch the Eastern Conference Finals of the NHL Playoffs this year? Of course you did. You know what feeling I am talking about.

When it comes to sports, the Pirates were my first love. As a young boy growing up in the late 60s in Weirton, WV, just 30 minutes west of Pittsburgh, my love of sports was honed during the Pirates heyday. My father took us to games on a regular basis. He loved baseball, and he loved the Pirates. The sports scene was different then. There was no Steeler Nation, the Immaculate Reception had not yet occurred. The Penguins were a brand new team just starting to make their way in the NHL. The Pirates were the love of the city. My first team was the Pirates, and my hero was Roberto Clemente. So it's hard to keep from getting excited, even after 20 years of let down. I have seldom blogged about the Pirates because of their abysmal record. As I stated in a blog post two years ago: My mother told me that if you don't have anything nice to say, don't say anything at all. 

These Pirates are fun to watch. It's great to see them on a winning streak this close to the All Star Game. So I have to admit, I am excited. I know the Pirates history tells me not to believe. But I find myself believing anyway. I am enjoying every minute of this. I hope it lasts, I hope things have changed. I only have one goal for our Bucs this year, just compete. Don't let baseball season end in Pittsburgh when Steelers training camp begins, like it has for so many of the last 20 years. Just give me something to watch in September. I am not going to ask for October, not yet, not at this point in time. But man, that would be nice too.